oblivion

soooo, i needed to add my new obsession, TES4:oblivion. i know the game sucks in many ways (see this prewiev (yathzee is mostly right but i think he's a little harsh here and there)), but i just get sucked into it. all day i cannot wait to evening when i finally can play it. sometimes i even play it during school (my czech teacher doesn't like it much but oh well)

and because i'm original my favorite part of the game is the Dark Brotherhood <3.
it made me fucking cry, two best chars in whole game died. i even had to kill one, a vampire named Vicent Valtieri, you have no idea how sorry i felt for him. and the secoond one, Lucien Lachance.. they thought he betrayed the Dark brotherhood, i found a proof he didn't but i was too late TnT


i feel like a furry a little, but i am not! i haven't succeeded to make a nice human guy yet, so i choose khajiit. and since i kinda dislike human females, but don't ming any other, i choose female khajiit. i call her Micka :3

fuck...

just FUCK FUCK FUCK fuck... i'm really pissed off now, dunno exactly why.
but there are some new ppl around me and they're unwittingly fucking up my mind. i feel angrier than before.. befoooore
before i started playing airsoft. that's it. but hey, i like those people there, i really do, but i really cannot handle some shit that's going on there. i mean.. all those malicious gossips (those guys are even worse than chicks, i'd never believe that if i haven't seen it with my own eyes) and .. fuck.. no.. i mean.. five guys, c'moon. for more than two years, nobody showed at least a little interest in me (i mean, in the lovey-dovey way) and suddenly i've got five guys to choose from? FUCK THAT

i just want some nice and good bf that would like me for what i am and not because of ... alcohol(this one is quite a fuckster), his sucky marriage, dunnowhat, my mysteriousness (wtf) or momentum. one even said that he would love to fuck me. yeah he did, pretty gutsy, ey?

oh jeez, does english have any other foul word than "fuck"? =_=

well, so all this and on top of that school, which is not easy either. .
still pissed off. geez, now i wish i could take a cigarette (i don't smoke though), inhale deeply and then blow the smoke into one concrete person's face

ok, here's a pic too, because i'm a friggin artist right?
just a WIP, but i guess i won't finish it, at least not now.